Five and
just wanting to be loved,
She crawls
upon her daddies knee.
He pushes
her away; says "not now",
The hurt
he caused he didn't see.
Ten and
just wanting someone to care,
She asks
her mom to help with her math.
All she
got was cursed and smacked,
Eventually
becoming tired of this path.
Fifteen
and knowing noone loves or cares,
She meets
a boy and thinks he's the "one".
Someone
who will finally care for her,
But all
she got out of that was a son.
Twenty
and trying to care for her boy,
Doing the
best that she knows how.
She finds
it hard to show affection,
Never knowing
what true love is till now.
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