I just can’t shake this feeling,
Of anxiety about the things in which I’m dealing.
It seems at times my whole world is caving in,
Even though I know with God on my side I win.

I can’t help but to think of how I wish things were,
And pray that there is some kind of miracle cure.
The hurt and pain buried deep inside of my soul,
Is mostly caused by me allowing the world to pull.

When I start feeling this way, I allow the devil to beat me up.
Which then disallows God to come in and overflow my cup.
I hate this feeling that weighs heavily upon my life,
I want to be full in God and free from the devils strife.

6-20-03